12/31/07 (#0159) The shaping of
things to come
On the last day of this solar cycle, armed with our plans,
projections and resolutions, we face the next one with hopeful optimism.
No, we have no idea what 2008
will bring, but that is exactly as it should be. Because we are not passive cogs
in a pre-set cosmic clockwork we can choose to be what in our hearts we truly want to be: adventurers, discoverers, and shapers
of the future. We have the power to do this and
we can be confident that, to a greater or lesser extent, we can succeed in reshaping the world closer to our
heart's desire.
But the power
to shape the future emerges from the possibility and the necessity to change. That means that while we live there can
never be an end to our journey. There is no safe harbor where we
can arrive to remain indefinitely. Things change and we must keep moving on. The world is ever
new. That is the challenge and the beauty of
life.
Our hopes and
fears hang on the fact that our future does not yet
exist. However, its seeds have already been sown and they will sprout
and grow in the environment of our conscious intentionality. Since our intentions reflect, however
imperfectly, the transcendental desire that underlies all existence,
this has to be, on the average, more for
better than for worse, ultimately favoring the tendency for the world to
evolve, however painfully and erratically, toward the possibility of
greater joy and understanding.
The Nutshell wishes all its readers a meaningful and
joyful New Year 2008. And it's taking a few days off.
Back in the near future,
Paul
W.
12/29/07 (#0158) Creating light
from darkness
Sadly, there are people born into unrelenting deprivation,
hardship, pain, hostility and injustice, who in course of their
lifetimes never experience anything else. One hopes theirs are rare and
exceptional circumstances, but I'm guessing there are probably millions of them
on this planet. (I exclude specifically from this number those who,
without justification, only imagine
themselves to be victims of such a fate - and there are many).
The natural human response to
endless denying and thwarting of human potential is a
varying mix of dull desperation, bitter resentment and hatred, and
revolutionary rage. But there is yet another mode of response which can be
characterized as escapist, utopian, delusional, foolish or holy: firm faith in
and hope for a future release from misery and restitution to full humanity
in another life, another world.
This is where faith becomes a positive force for improving
chances of survival of an opressed people by providing a basis for
optimism where, realistically, there is none. Leavened with love, such
irrational faith has power to transform an existential hell into an opportunity
for self-realization through service in relieving as much as possible
the suffering of one's fellows in misfortune. It may not only help people
endure, it may even make it possible for them to bootstrap themselves out
of an otherwise desperate situation.
Does this mean that in a world of peace and plenty there is
no need for such faith? I'll tell you when we get there. In any
case, enjoyment of life is in the appreciation thereof. And appreciation of
life is effectively the realization of faith in the possibility of
joy.
Until Monday,
Paul W.
12/28/07 (#0157) A uniquely human
ability
(Re: TN#153) Whether music creates images or not is a playful concept. I’ve been involved in the world of animation and do honour it. It does, however, have some mischievous side effects. Many of the better known musical pieces from the classical and romantic repertoire come to me with a vision of Mickey Mouse on skates or Bugs Bunny conducting with his ears flapping. I never know in what dignified setting the zing of the violin will come with a clear impression of a duck chasing chipmunks. Fortunately genius has a way of surviving the jests of history. Thanks for keeping the Nutshell on the hearth for our enjoyment. - TABS
And, of course, Rossini's orchestral accelerandos were written for Bugs Bunny who brought out their ultimate glory. - the
Ed.
God-bashing is in vogue these days, even in children's
literature. Prime example: Philip Pullman's "His Dark Materials"
trilogy. The first part ("The Golden Compass") has been recently made into
a movie which stirred up a bit of a storm among the faithful. I decided to
find out what all the fuss is about so I read the book and saw the
movie.
My first question: whose dark materials? Pullman offers no clue. His
muddled theology (which involves angels, ghosts, specters, witches, and a host
of other intelligent beings, including bears and a kind of sparkling pixie dust)
implies some kind of unacknowledged ultimate
Consciousness underpinning the workings of the
universe. Whatever this Consciousness is, it is not the biblical
Lord God a.k.a. Elohim, Jehovah, or, as the "Magisterium" (a
villainous simulacrum of the Roman Catholic Church) calls him, the
Authority.
Pullman's problem
with the biblical God (whom he reduces to just another ambitious angel and
mortal to boot) is evident in the sobriquet "the Authority".
Pullman believes that authority should derive solely from observed facts on
the ground combined with one's own desires. Fair enough. However, the accuracy
of our observations is only approximate, and it is rarely if ever
clear to us what it is we really
desire. Knowing the desire of the Consciousness responsible
for the existence of the universe (if that were possible) might provide an interesting reference point. To
his credit, Pullman does intimate that the essential desire of the
ultimate Consciousness (not specifically referred to but vaguely associated with
the mysterious "Dust" that drifts throughout the trilogy) may be the
joy of being.
On
philosophical grounds, my objection to Pullman's epic is that it is half-baked
and confusing. It's fine to question authority (that is the prerogative of youth) but it should lead
to some credible alternatives. Pullman doesn't offer any alternative
philosophical framework worth hanging your hat on. The reader is left in a
fantastical muddle that does not point to any realistic approaches to
optimism and enjoyment of life. The work has been called "heartless" by
critics. I don't think it's fatally harmful to young inquiring minds,
but it's not helpful.
On
literary grounds, I object to the way the plot frequently depends on contrived
artificialities and I object to the multitude of inconsistencies and loose ends
in the story. The necessity for some of the episodes is not
evident. The ending is unconvincingly contrived. And why Lyra, the spunky
13 year old heroine, is so crucial to the destiny of the universe is never
explained.
On the other
hand, characters and settings are well imagined, especially the
unforgettable Mrs. Coulter, the archvillain of the piece, and the story is
richly allegorical and multilayered. The movie captures the atmosphere of the
book, but adheres only loosely to the story line. Even so, to follow what's
going on you must have read the book.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/23/07 (#0154) Merry Christmas!
Around
200 AD (or CE if you prefer) the date for celebration of the birth of Jesus was
established as December 25, nine months after the feast of Anunciation (March
25). The merging of the Nativity Day with the winter solstice may have been
merely coincidental but it was certainly significant. The result is that,
like it or not, Christmas is both
a Christian and a secular holiday.
Celebration of winter solstice is an ancient tradition whose origins are
lost in the mist in time and which is still going strong today and will likely
continue as long as the earth revolves in its orbit around the sun. It
resonates deeply and primally with the human nature. As a religious celebration Christmas both co-opts and
competes with that seasonal burst of primal exhuberance. Everybody celebrates the Christmas/New Year's holiday
season which is a distraction to Christians trying to keep Christ in Christmas.
On the other hand, the renewal of the life cycle which comes with lengthening
days is an appropriate metaphor for the coming of Christ.
That's just the way it is. There
is no war on Christmas but neither do
Christians have an exclusive claim to it. Certainly Christians
wholeheartedly participate in the secular traditions of Christmastime, merely
adding (often quite superficially) a Christian viewpoint to the
proceedings. For most Americans, Christian or not, Christmas is about good
feelings, generosity and partying. And this is a good thing, whatever
the theology behind it.
Even the commercialism of Christmas is not an
unredeemable evil. Sure, it tempts us to greed and excessive materialism
but it is also very much part of the celebration - it's a big winter fair
and a time to renew our lives by replacing old with new or adding new
options for enjoyment of life. It brightens the darkest part of the year and
keeps the economy humming. Everybody loves a fair and Christmas is the
biggest one of the year. It just happens to coincide with the Nativity Day which
for Christians is a special cause for celebration. Technically, their
joy is much greater than that of your regular pagan celebrating the winter
solstice. But in the midst of general rejoicing, it's hard to tell.
The Nutshell wishes all its
readers a Very Merry Christmas. Rejoice
and celebrate! Darkness gives way to light and fresh opportunities to get it
right this time...
Until
December 26 (the Nutshell is taking Christmas off),
Paul W.
12/22/07 (#0153) Vivaldi
unseasoned
Re: TN#152 - What about the people
who voluntarily choose poverty as a life-style? What about them, huh? Don't they make mockery of the war on
poverty? - the Squirrel
People rarely choose absolute
poverty (which is hazardous to one's health). Rather, they choose to live in
near-poverty, and usually for the good reasons
that such life is relatively simple, low-stress and ecologically friendly. It
avoids the corrupting temptations and complications of great wealth
and power. And when near-poverty is chosen rather
than imposed, it can actually be freeing and empowering rather
than restricting. - the Ed
There are pieces of music that
drill themselves directly and irresistibly into our psyches and
resonate with some elementary forces therein. Three that come
immediately to mind are Bach's Toccata and
Fugue, Ravel's Bolero and Vivaldi's Four Seasons. (Much of Chopin's music does
this to me too but that's at least partly a matter of early
childhood conditioning).
I hear
all three of the above examples as absolute music,
as abstract patterns in sound. One of my pet peeves is the insistence
of music commentators on assigning literal imagery to the last two (Bach
seems to have escaped this fate). Especially to Vivaldi's quartet of
concertos misnamed "The Four Seasons".
When I first heard the Vivaldi concertos, it was a
revelation and instant love (I must have been in a particularly receptive
and sensitized state of mind). I delighted in and thrilled to the exhilarating
architecture and the sheer originality of the sound patterns. I had absolutely
no associations of any kind with any of the music. It was just
a coordinated structure of wonderful abstractions signifying nothing but
themselves. Then the commentators came pushing me to associate this wonder
with alleged imitations of seasonal sounds and I hated it. To me there is
nothing specifically spring-like about the Spring concerto or specifically
summer-like about the Summer or winter-like about Winter. In fact I never know
which is which when I hear them, at least not in terms of the seasons. To me,
it's all highly original abstract expressionism which may hint at some kind of
mysterious imagery but nothing like a literal representation of nature.
Then again, maybe it's just my
Asperger's syndrome.
Until
tomorrow (a Sunday Special),
Paul W.
12/21/07 (#0152) War on
poverty
Jesus noted that we shall always have our poor with us. He
was an expert on poverty and gave the poor perhaps the better part of his time
and attention. That's where the need was greatest and his teachings had greatest
resonance and effect.
But who
exactly are the poor? Poverty is a relative term.
To be poor in Canada or, better yet, in Scandinavia is a very different
experience from being poor in India or Uganda or Kazakhstan. There are basically
two kinds of definitions of poverty: objective and subjective. Objectively, in
the USA anyone with an income of less than $15,000 a year (a
princely sum in some countries) is considered officially poor. Generally,
inability to maintain a minimal standard of living (sufficient food,
adequate shelter) serves as the most conservative criterion of poverty.
Even by that standard, in some countries the majority of population lives in
extreme poverty.
Subjectively,
we are as poor as we feel ourselves to be. Physical deprivation, where lack
of necessary nutrition, inadequate protection from environment and
depression are a threat to health and life, that is the rock bottom below which
everyone is unquestionably poor and in need of immediate help. But once the most
essential needs are met, perception of poverty depends on the discrepancy
between what we want and what we have. Thus we have the poor rich who want
a hundred foot yacht but can only afford a fifty foot one. There are
psychological deprivations which have nothing to do with income (or may even be
brought about by excessive income). People who are chronically unhappy are poor,
be they bums or billionaires.
And then there are people who just barely make the ends
meet who do not feel poor at all. The "I got plenty of nothing and
nothing's plenty for me" types. It's not the income or possesions, it's the
sense of possibility for joy in life that
separates the rich from the poor.
The truly poor are the powerless, powerless because of
ignorance, weakness, sickness, prejudice, persecution or natural disasters.
That is where the battle lines in the war on poverty are drawn. And who
is called to the battle? All of us who are not poor, because only we
can fight poverty and because if we do not, poverty (and the associated evils
like crime, war and economic depression) can spread like cancer and consume
even the richest of us.
Until
tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/21/07 (#0151) Enjoying life,
really
I was going to write today about my edenic existence where
all my needs are provided for with practically no effort on my part. My life
is pure joy from my waking around 7 AM to my falling asleep at 3 AM. The
world is going to hell in a handbasket, millions of people are suffering and
dying in direst circumstances, great dramas of passion and ambition are being
played out (and not just on TV and movie screens), stock markets soar and
tumble, but none of it has any tangible effect on my life of serene bliss.
Then I read about Polish mountain
climbers who have set themselves the goal of being first to climb
the planet's 14 highest mountains in winter.
They have six to go. Their leader and spiritual guide, Krzysztof Wielicki
exhorts his disciples to embrace "the joy of positive suffering - because if
something is easy, you will not enjoy it, really".
Damn. And here I thought I was enjoying myself. Obviously
I'm not, really.
I can tell
you one thing for sure: climbing Mt. Everest in winter is not my idea of positive suffering. The mere idea of it
makes me shiver. There's nothing positive about it - it's negative, negative,
negative. Evil, in fact.
Oh I
admire greatly Wielicki's and his cadre of physical heroes' stamina, skill,
determination, and commitment. Absolutely marvelous! But there is something that
Wielicki did not say that struck me as a
significant comment on this enterprise. What he did say was: "show me what you
have done [climbing a particularly challenging peak] in winter and I'll tell you
what you are worth". What he did not say was: "what you are worth as a mountain climber".
This is not to cast doubt on the worth of these brave
fellows (no women among them) as human beings. They may well be among the very
finest. Their mountain climbing accomplishments certainly call for a lot of
positive human qualities. But to judge them exclusively by their performance in
high Himalayas in winter is, in my opinion, an affront to their
wholeness as human beings.
Nevertheless, my hat off to them for having accomplished
what they set out to do. That's certainly worth something in itself.
What I have set out to do is to enjoy life. And I'm succeeding, Wielicki's
dictum notwithstanding. That, surely, is also worth something.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/19/07 (#0150) Language, logic
and hardboiled eggs
Language is a mechanism for
transmitting ideas between individuals by means of agreed upon symbols and rules.
Symbols are arbitrary signs which stand for things, feelings, actions and
relationships or categories of any of the above. Rules provide
standard forms for arranging symbols unambiguously into sentences .
The trick is to get the parties
talking to one another to agree on the symbols and rules. The only time that actually happens is in the "formal" languages
used in mathematics and certain branches of philosophy. Since
in formal languages all symbols must be exactly defined and all rules exactly followed such languages are absolutely
useless for everyday purposes. In real life nothing is exact and rules are
regularly broken. In real life language is supplemented by a good deal of
intuition, empathy, custom, and plain guesswork. In the end we wind up
talking past each other much of the time anyway. Misunderstanding is the norm.
But where it really matters, we can get quite artful and imaginative in putting
our ideas across, exploiting misunderstandings to our advantage. It's
called the art of rhetoric. Prime examples are advertising and political
speeches.
Then there is logic,
something we all profess to use in our arguments. Logic is part of the rules of
language. It is required in the formal languages, optional (if, indeed,
possible) in the vernacular. In a nutshell, logic requires that all statements
made about any particular subject must be consistent with one another. If
any of the statements contradict some other statements, the argument cannot,
logically, be true. Unfortunately, absence of contradiction is not a proof of
truth. So logic is only good for detecting lies, provided that
the inconsistency is detected to begin with and that it turns our to be
real and not merely apparent.
By the way, hard boiled eggs are easy to peel if you let
them cool down in the water rather than taking them out while hot. See? Language
does have its uses...
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
/07 (#0149) Our ideas, our selves
People, meaning individual specimens of homo sapiens, are an unbelievably variegated lot.
Other animal species, even the highest of the primates, do not show such extreme
individualization. You've seen one lion, you've seen pretty much all of them.
Dogs and cats do have fairly variegated personalities (and appearances)
reflecting the many millennia of human tinkering with their genes. Still, a dog
is a dog and a cat is a cat. But people... It has been noted on more than one
occasion that it's hard to believe we all come from the same planet.
What makes us so wildly different
from one another is not biology. We're all formed from essentially the same
genetic mold with some variations due to error or accident. Since there are
billions of us statistics assure presence among us of more or less extreme
deviants from the norm but they are tiny minorities. They are not who I'm
talking about. I'm talking about differences among individuals who are
biologically well within the norm. What makes them often radically different is
ideas.
Our brains, which include a biological universal
computing machine, do not vary a lot. The hardware is standard, even the
software is standard, but it's what we do with it that sets us apart. Our idea
generators are capable of generating an infinity of ideas and different ideas
can take us in very different directions. In so far as we act on our ideas
we become products of our ideas - they shape our lives, our bodies, our
understanding of ourselves and of the world. When we look into a person's face,
when we look at a person in action, what we see is the effect of ideas
on a malleable biological body. It's more than character, it's the whole
gestalt of personhood.
Unlike other animals, we have a
limitless potential for what we may become. We start our lives as
undifferentiated stem cells and go on to become saints and sinners, artists and
bureaucrats, builders and terrorists, faithful lovers and
murderers, leaders of nations and alienated hermits, spreaders of joy and
sowers of doom. The difference is only in the ideas we choose to believe.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/17/07 (#0148) Understanding: balancing experience and
abstraction
The world
is too much for me. I mean the planet Earth and its inhabitants. On the cosmic
scale I can sort of see how the entire universe hangs
together provided I don't go into the fine detail. But
that's precisely the problem with the world of my immediate experience -
way way too much detail. Far more than I can deal with. I can't see the forest
for the trees.
Here's my
problem: I am immensely curious about the world, I want to understand it as much
as possible. But I can only experience an infinitesimal fraction of its
totality. What I actually experience of the world is next to zip compared to all
there is to experience, just on this planet.
Now it is not necessary to experience the entirety of
reality to form some idea of its nature. Technically, one should be able
to see the universe in a grain of sand. Practically, I need more than a
crumb of silicon dioxide to get a grip on reality. How much more?
Many fat books have been written
about sampling theory, statistical analysis, experimental design, and so on and
so forth. That's not how it works in the real time life of a human being. We are
not systematic statistical sampling machines. The world comes at us and we
evaluate it on the go, we work with what we get, we don't get to design our
experience as a controlled lab experiment. Later, after the fact, we may look
back and try to make sense of what has happened, but however diligently we
prepare for the future it is always a surprise. That's the beauty of life.
Yes, to some extent we can choose what we direct our attention to. By
focusing our attention we can find out more and more about less and less. That
way we wind up with a lot of dots and no way to connect them. Somebody has to
stand back and see the big picture. But nobody can stand back far enough to see
it all. In any case, once we step back far enough to make out some
general patterns, we lose contact with what the reality feels like at the level of immediate experience. We
understand without really understanding.
We cannot directly experience
everything. We do have some choice in what bits of the world we wind up
experiencing, what glimmers of it we may glimpse. Somehow, we have to
balance our limited selective experience of the world with abstract
generalities to arrive at some understanding of it without becoming victims
of the "elephant syndrome" (recall the story of four blind men trying to get an
idea what an elephant is like). To the extent that we can choose what we experience, if understanding
is our desire, we have to choose judiciously, to maximize our
information. But all we have to guide us is past experience. Educated guesses is
the best we can do. And glimpses is all we get.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/15/07 (#0147) Nothing at
all
Flat, featureless void. Formless. Undifferentiated.
Absolutely static. The absolute nothing. The inconceivable,
self-negating concept of non-existence.
If you can't wrap your mind around it, that's perfectly OK.
It doesn't exist, so don't give it another thought. After all, only what
actually exists matters. And there's nothing that doesn't exist. If there's
something (including ideas in the mind like the idea of non-existence), it exists. End of
story.
Not quite. There is a
way in which that formless void "exists" and not just as an abstract idea. It is
the median or the equilibrium plane of the dynamic distortions that
make up what exists. The phenomena of the world of experience are constructed
from cyclic excursions from that virtual zero plane, as if it were a
vibrating membrane, vibrating in a highly complex, everchanging mode with
multiple interacting wave patterns whose various resonances form the objects of
experience.
If we added up all
the peaks and valleys of those complex dynamic wave patterns that make
up the world of our experience, over sufficiently long (actually
infinite) time, they would add up to zero, to nothing, to the
featureless, flat void, to non-existence. The condition where all vibration
dies down to nothing can never occur (it would take infinite time) but
if it did - that would define non-existence. Or, in thermodynamic terms,
the absolute zero. Of course, there would be no one around to observe
it.
According to both logic and
physics non-existence is impossible. The corollary of this is that existence is
eternal, Big Bang notwithstanding. Big Bang, after all, is not the
official beginning of existence - it is merely a point in time beyond which
we cannot see just like we cannot see beyond the event horizon of a black
hole. What lies beyond we do not, perhaps cannot know. It is a mystery but it is
not non-existence.
Until
Monday,
Paul W.
12/14/07 (#0146) Love & economics
Need is a form of love. It is a manifestation of
the love of being alive and well. Depending on how we define "being alive
and well" need may fall anywhere in the spectrum from mere need of
nourishment and protection from predators to the need of the ultimate
meaning for one's life. As we move up this spectrum what is changing is the
concept of "self". It expands from "that which is inside my skin" to "an
integral part of the entire creation".
At the low end of the need spectrum there are many
individual needs competing with one another. At the highest end, there is only
one need - that of the creation as a whole. In between there are personal needs,
family needs, tribal needs, national needs, and global needs, human and
planetary. At each level we become identified with an ever larger entity,
greater than our individual self defined by the perimeter of our skin, and we
act primarily for the benefit of this greater entity, this our greater
self.
In the process,
our individual significance, the meaning of our life, increases
proportionately. At the same time our lives become more complex and ever more
concerned with just distribution of common goods, material and immaterial.
Effective internal economics is what holds large entities together.
Personal internal economics are governed by the metabolic processes. Tribal and
national economics are governed by law and custom. The universal economics are
governed by the laws of physics.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/13/07 (#0145) And the
greatest of these is...
Fear is the evidence of intentional action. Where there is no intentionality
there can be no failure and, therefore, no fear of failure. On the other hand,
all intentional actions are accompanied by some degree of fear because
of the inherent uncertainty of future circumstances. In yesterday's
Nutshell, I observed that this unavoidable existential fear is conquered by courage.
But what exactly is courage? What is its origin, what
are its fundamental constituents? Faith is one -
faith that it will be possible for us to deal successfully with whatever the
future throws at us, that we are not defenceless,
that we have a chance. And even before all that,
that we have a choice, that we can shape our future according to our desire or need.
None of this we know with certainty, but we believe it.
Hope is another component of
courage. It is a vision of success that sustains our effort. Where there's life
there's hope - and vice versa.
Faith, hope, what about love? Actually, love is the first component of courage. It is the reason why we desire to act to begin with - why fear
cannot stop us from acting. It is the prime mover without which nothing would
get done - it's what makes the world go round.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/12/07 (#0144) Taking the leap into the
unknown
Dear Nutshell, -
Thank you for the wonderful seasonal comments on the
difference between transactions and gifts (TN#140). If a spark of
awareness is ignited then there is a moment of light in the dark. The flame can
come from friend or foe or, to borrow from Tennessee Williams, we can always
rely upon the kindness of strangers. - TABS
Or, at least, the possibility of
it... - the Ed
Why do we fear the unknown? Because experience teaches us
that the world is potentially dangerous and our best defense lies in
understanding as best we can the possible dangers ahead: forewarned is
forearmed. We peer, therefore, anxiously into the future and try to
predict it and to shape it according to our intent. Our fear is proportional to
our lack of knowledge of what might lie ahead (which is
never absolutely certain).
Two
things enable us to go on without being paralysed by fear: probability and
courage. We can estimate or calculate (though
with only limited precision) the probabilities of various possible future
scenarios and we can develop appropriate strategies based on these
estimates. This optimizes our chances of success but does not guarantee it. A measurable risk of failure
always remains. To act, we must take that risk.
That is courage. The greater the risk, the greater the courage. Courage is
acting even though we are afraid, taking a leap into the unknown.
But courage is not merely taking
that leap. The fear does not end with the leap. Once we're into the unknown
(which is always) we have to improvise as we go along as unforeseen
challenges leap at us from all directions. That's where the courage is tested -
in not loosing our heads to panic and not letting go what control we can muster
over the changing situation until we ultimately succeed or fail
irretrievably, not knowing which it will be.
And if we do fail, it takes courage to pick up the pieces and try again. It
also takes energy and intelligence, but first and foremost it takes courage, the
willingness to go on in face of a potential failure.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/11/07 (#0143) Confessions of an
anti-masochist
So I discovered where
all the good-looking chicks are. They're at the gym, an institution I have
managed to avoid since I was in grade school but which, to my utter
astonishment, I have been attending religiously four times a week for the last
couple of months (doctor's orders).
It's quite an inspiring sight to watch a class of young,
well-built women do advanced aerobics - definitely an aesthetic experience, full
of amazing grace. (By the way, the classes are
coed - there is one token male in one of them). However, there is a darker side to this, as I was reminded this
afternoon when I was going through my routine at the gym. On the back of the
T-shirt worn by one of the energized bunnies was stencilled this grim message:
"Good running requires acceptance of pain. Great running requires welcoming of pain". The old "no pain no gain" BS made
chillingly explicit.
No, thanks. I am not here to look for pain. I get
my share of unavoidable pain but I'll damned if I go welcoming it. If there is
anything I'm not it's a masochist. My primary objective is to enjoy life, not to
suffer. Pain and suffering are occasionally necessary incidentals, to be got
through and forgotten asap. The focus is on enjoyment and I am
ecstatically happy not to be a great runner, or a
good runner, or any kind of a runner if to be one involves pain. (Mind
you, I am in the fortunate position of not ever having to outrun hungry
tigers).
OK, I understand there
are people who enjoy running. Great! Running for
the joy of it is beautiful, I'm sure. Suffering in order to be a great
runnner is something entirely else. As far as I am concerned, that is a sign of inner insecurity, of low
self-esteem. In a desperate effort to gain esteem of others some people are
willing to go through any amount of pain to become better at something than
most everyone else. (In the interest of full disclosure I have to admit that
I am guilty of the same when struggling with my art).
It all has to do with making our
lives meaningful, but I believe that while some pain is unavoidable in anything we undertake - it's just the way the world is
- the process of making our lives meaningful does not have to be dominated by pain. If it is, there is something wrong.
Actually, the process of making our lives meaningful should be first and
foremost a joyous one. The pain, if any, should be merely that of stretching
ourselves to the limit. It should never be something deliberately sought
out. At times we may have to stretch well beyond
the limit - or die. We do what is necessary to stay alive. Most of the time
staying meaningfully alive does not require pain.
Most of the time it can be a joy (if we pay
attention).
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/10/07 (#0142) In
praise of the electric guitar
(Re TN#0111 - Rock hard electric
axe) I must disagree with you on the subject of the electric guitar.
I will grant you the at times rooster-like quality of the instrument, (the intro
to the Beatles' Sergeant Pepper is a superb example). However, in my opinion, it
is in many ways the equal of the violin, and the two can be interchanged
surprisingly effectively in their musical roles. Consider the music of the
Beatles in their middle and later years, timeless melodies and first class
musicianship. Or Mark Knopfler, the lead guitarist from the band Dire Straits,
and his smooth mellow style, exploiting the sweet graceful distortion of a small
tube amplifier to its fullest (the type of amp used has a major effect on the
tone produced---from sweet and singing to harsh and grating to heavy, hard and
crunchy and then there are innumerable electronic effects that can be placed
between the instrument and the amp, to further alter the sound). Going in the
other direction are groups such as the Electric Light Orchestra, who started out
with three cellos, drums and an electric guitar, and made some very interesting
records before they discovered synthesizers and degenerated into a Disco band.
And then there are interpretations of elecric guitar music on traditional
instruments. Apocalyptica is a band from Finland, who play the music (though you
may well disagree with the designation of it as such) of Metallica, on four
cellos, sounding surprisingly Balkan at times. There is a group called Immigrant
Suns, Americans of Albanian (?) origin, who do (among other things) a very
convincing interpretation of Surf Rock on traditional instruments, with a fiddle
playing the role of the lead guitar.
As for the aesthetics of the instrument itself, I find they
run the full range, from exquisitely beautiful to hideously ugly. There is a
wider variety of body shapes than with any other instrument, and while some are
primarily functional, others are wildly expressive. They exist in every possible
combination of pattern and color. (To me, the most beautiful ones are those
finished in natural wood and polished metal, especially if they have intricate
pearl inlay work). I don't perceive the electric guitar as being inherently
more phallic than any of the other descendants of the long-necked lute that
have evolved over the centuries, though I will admit that many of the people who
play them on stage try to emphasize that aspect of their instrument. Electric
bass players do it too, perhaps even more so, as their instrument has a
longer neck. I think Chuck Berry is probably to blame for that.
You cited the not uncommon belief
that Stradivari perfected the violin 400 years ago. I'm not going to disagree
with that but I would like to add that there are plenty of people who feel
exactly the same way about (take your pick) the Fender Telecaster (first made in
1948, still in continuous production) and Stratocaster (same, since 1954), or
the Gibson Les Paul (introduced 1952, phased out 1960-61, brought back in the
70s, and going strong today) All of them are pure, iconic designs from a
strictly visual standpoint, and each has it's own distinctive "voice" or
coloration of tone.
Rock
bands without an electric guitar? Plenty of 'em over the years. Many many bands
decided to give their ears a rest and record acoustic songs, or even entire
albums. Led Zeppelin is an excellent example of this. Some of their acoustic
work is hauntingly beautiful (though the "big hits" of theirs might well have
seemed like noise to you). - Bryan
I plead
guilty of ignorance of the electric guitar's full musical repertory,
although I have always appreciated its capabilities as a musical
instrument which, frankly, far exceed those of an acoustic guitar, for better or
worse. (Incidentally, the electric bass is yet another entirely new instrument
that evolved as a fusion of the upright bass and the electric guitar). Thank you
for setting the record straight. - the Ed
Bryan having taken up all
the space, there's nothing for me left to do but to bid you adieu.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/08/07 (#0141) A picture is worth
a hell of a lot more than 1000 words.
I have always been torn between
written words and still images as means of touching others. (Live, spontaneous,
real time interactions or performances, verbal or visual, are as unnatural
for me as singing for someone deaf - an aspect of my Asperger's Lite
syndrome). Doing the daily Nutshell has brought this conflict into particularly
sharp focus.
It seems
I prefer to work with words, but for wrong reasons. I do
labor mightily over both my words and my images, but manipulating
words in a word processor is far less labor intensive than dealing with all
the physical paraphernalia and manual work of image making. Since I hate
physical effort of any kind, the path of least resistance leads inevitably to
writing as the preferred activity. But to put things in proper perspective all I
have to do is consider the impact on my social environment. What would my public
appreciate more: an exhibition of my paintings or a book of my mini-essays? The
images win hands down.
Once I
have enough Nutshells squirrelled away to be able to select maybe a hundred
readable ones (if Sturgeon's Law holds this should take about three
years or 1000 Nutshells) I may actually publish such a collection in
a book format. But making images has to remain the main focus of my
efforts to communicate with the world. There's nothing for it, I just can't
avoid the work it takes. Sigh... Might as well learn to enjoy it.
Until Monday,
Paul W.
12/07/07 (#0140) Presents, gifts and
transactions
In our neck of the woods, the year end brings an avalanche
of presents. It's a custom of relatively recent (19th century) vintage but with
ancient roots going back to pagan celebrations of winter solstice. A couple
strands of Christian lore are woven into this tradition in the form of
Santa Claus, formerly Saint Nicholaus, a mediaeval Christian bishop who
was made into a universal symbol of the spirit of gift giving on account of
his legendary generosity, and the biblical story of the three "kings"
bringing gifts to newborn Jesus.
The
word "present" itself is neutral, meaning something presented to someone,
for whatever reasons - love, gratitude, recognition, bribery, quid pro quo, or as a true gift. All of these
reasons can be found among the motives behind the seasonal presents we
give and receive but basically presents can be divided into just two groups:
true gifts and transactions.
Unlike the true gifts that St. Nicholaus is famous for (he
gave anonymously three sacks of gold to three virgins to help them save their
virtue) the presents from Santa Claus are plainly transactional - rewards for
being good. Quid pro quo. Other transactional
presents exchanged over the winter holiday season are those of an
obligatory nature (X gave me a present so I must give one to X, preferably of
comparable value). Or those that are repayments, in full or in part, for
favors received during the past year or expected in the next.
And then there are the true
gifts. Typical of these are gifts (especially anonymous) to strangers in
need - for no other reason than their need and our ability to help. It is a
characteristic of a true gift that it comes unexpected, undeserved
and with no strings attached. The
moment any conditions are attached to a gift it
becomes a transaction.
It may
seem like foolishness and waste of scarce resources to make gifts to the
undeserving. But the wisdom of true gift giving lies in understanding what a
person really needs - what will actually
enrich them rather than feed their weaknesses. Such understanding, however,
especially of a stranger, may be hard to come by. Which is why we
have professional philantropic organizations which specialize in
this. They make true giving an easy and efficient way of practicing
our humankindness.
Until
tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/06/07 (#0139) On being nice and candid
We who have lived long enough have witnessed the
punkifuckation of almost all of the world's societies, most notably in the
"Western" world. Nothing to worry about, though. Yet. We may no longer live
in the polite, or even politically correct society, but it is still by and
large a law-abiding one and better informed and better co-ordinated than
ever thanks to the rapidly growing global interconnectivity.
The pendulum of social mores is
still swinging away from the hypocritical niceness of the fifties. In
the process we have perhaps come to more realistic terms with the
beast within us. It might be argued that the sex, the gore and the
cynicism pervading the media and the general vulgarization of language
and manners have freed us to be more candid with each other and allow
us to blow off our animal urges before they turn into dangerous
psychoses. Maybe. It's true that we are not as nice as we used to pretend to be
and there is something wholesomely cathartic in admitting this to ourselves and
to others. On the other hand, there is also something to be said for making an
effort to be better than we are.
The danger is that if we give the beast in us too much
free rein we may loose control over it and it may take control of us. This has happened before, many times. It is happening
now, as when soldiers we send into combat are forced by
circumstances to become animals just to survive. For many, returning
to full humanity after combat trauma is difficult if not impossible.
There is an optimal range
of equilibrium between our animal and angelic natures where life is felt as good
and fulfilling. It is a dynamic range which is continually re-determined by
trial forays in either direction to test the ever-shifting limits. In the
process, we necessarily exceed the limits (only too much is enough). Hopefully,
we manage not to exceed them by much too much. Regaining the
equilibrium, once we have lost it, is not easy. Loosing it is hazardous to our
health.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/05/07 (#0138) Making Art
exclusive for fun and profit
Art (with capital A) as it is
currently practiced has become essentially an esoteric and expensive
entertainment for the glitterati and the in-the-know arbiters
of fashion. Also it has become more about the Artist than about his/her
product. "Main stream" Artists these days are celebrities and their Art sells at
fabulous prices because they are celebrities.
Of course, to become an Artist
you do have to have star quality and chops. Youth
and good looks, while not absolutely essential, are an important
asset. You also need some peculiar notion about Art that can be turned
into a brand. It doesn't have to make sense, it just needs to have some
art-historical references and be outré enough to mystify the critics
(the worst thing that can happen to an Artist is for the critics to decide they
got him/her figured out). Finally, you have to circulate in the right circles
and make yourself known to the right people and hope somebody important finds
you fascinating. Once that happens, you will have to produce in some quantity,
so you need to be a high energy sort of person. Fortunately, you won't have to
do the heavy lifting yourself. You can hire people to make your Art for you.
Business and organizational skills come in handy, but they, too, can be hired.
As for what you actually produce, the main rule is: keep them guessing,
play and experiment, have fun.
Let me not leave you with the impression that I disparage
this process. The Sturgeon's Law (90% of everything is crap) applies, but
good art does get made this way. Of course,
good art gets made by many different processes, even accidentally. Good art is a
very sturdy item - it gets made all the time under all circumstances. There is a
natural need in the human nature to make art and we keep making it, badly
or well, famously or infamously, publically or privately. By "good art" I mean
something that knocks you out of your habitual mode of thought and perception by
its beauty or form or intellectual content. Something you want to stop and savor
and remember. Could be anything. Whether very expensive and signed by an Artist
or anonymous and free.
Until
tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/04/07 (#0137) Truth and consequences
Re: TN136: Huh? Ever heard of terraforming? In a billion
years we, or rather our descendants, will be able to change our climate,
and even Mars's climate and Venus's climate and Europa's climate ... and
that probably overnight. - Ardeshir
Actually,
no, I haven't heard of any feasible system of planetary reconstruction. Which is
not to say that it is absolutely impossible. But our descendants will need
to understand the forces shaping this universe far more intimately than we do to
be able to reduce entropy on such a cosmic scale in sufficiently
compressed time. - the Ed.
The time
has come for the testing of the American soul. The Presidential election is less
than a twelvemonth away. (Of course, there is no such thing in the USA but
that's not stopping anybody). And this time, thanks to the now rapidly waning
Dick Cheney regime of the past seven years, things have got interesting and
there is more than the usual amount of soul searching going on among the
Americans.
The fact that it has
now become conceivable to the Americans that a woman or a person of mixed race
could lead them certainly adds to the interest. But most interesting by far is
the totally new and outrageous notion that a presidential candidate might be
able to win the election by being candid with the voters and telling them what
he or she sees as the truth.
Barack Obama has to be credited with the idea and so far it
is working for him. On the republican side Mike Huckabee is catching favourable
attention because of his candidness. Whether this is a fresh breeze blowing
through American politics or just a brief flight of unsustainable idealism, will
soon become apparent. The "official" front runners of both parties are certainly
of the "politics-as-necessarily-usual" stripe, vying with each other only
on the matter of competency in the art of the possible.
Can you tell the American people
the truth and get away with it? Stay tuned.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/03/2007 (#0136) Changing
weather
For the last few billion years or so, there were always
three things present on the surface of the planet Earth: ice, water and water
vapor. The average surface temperature of the planet has not changed a lot
over these years, staying within the range that allowed all three to exist
somewhere on its surface. This is one of the conditions for existence of life as
we know it.
Venus, a planet
about the same size as Earth but a little closer to the Sun, was not so
lucky. There is some evidence that once there may have been water on
its surface, but a run-away hot-house effect boiled it all dry long time ago.
Currently the average surface temperature on Venus is in the vicinity of 900 F,
enough to fry anything organic to a crisp in a few seconds.
Could this happen to Earth? It's
not impossible. Whether it's probable is another matter. The Earth's climate is
changing, that much we know. But it has always been changing. The question is,
how likely is it to continue to remain within the ice-water-vapor range?
Almost certainly it will stay in that range for a very long time to come by
human standards. Even a run-away hot-house effect would take millions
of years to dry up the Earth and turn it into a Venus-like planet. But
don't stop worrying yet.
Earth will likely remain habitable for humans for
a million years or more, whatever happens, but that does not mean that we can
expect to live here happily for practically ever. As the climate changes, the
size and location of the human habitat on the planet's surface will also change.
That means we will have to move en mass to areas where we can be
reasonably comfortable, and those areas may not be capable of supporting a
population of several billion such as we have now. Large population shifts
and die-offs due to climate change could happen
within a foreseeable future.
Can we do anything about it? Maybe, maybe not. It is
certainly in our power to speed up or slow down the climate change since in
the last hundred years (an instant in the geological time) our activities have
become a not insignificant contributing factor. We are freeing up the carbon
that was captured over millions of years in the form of what we now call "fossil
fuels" (coal, gas, oil) thousands of times faster than it took to lock it
up, and accelerating. The good news is that we will run out of fossil fuels. The bad news is, by
then it may be too late, in the sense that we may have assisted the shift in
climate to the point where our habitat will have radically shifted
and/or shrunk. We might not like it, but we'll undoubtedly learn to live with
it.
Until tomorrow,
Paul W.
12/02/07 (#0135) Notice of cancellation
I think you are spot on with your
categorization of watches, and the different functions (largely socio-economic)
that they play. Among some interesting rationales for choice of watches
there is the banning of electronic watches by the 24/7 (time really matters) oil
& gas industry because of fire and explosion hazard from sparking
electronics. So if you "made" it in the upstream side of the industry,
and work around exploration rigs, on the drill floor, or around producing
wellheads, your watch of choice would be a self-winding Rolex.
I
am strangely attracted to ultrathin automatics, with a clean, understated face,
carved out of precious white metals. But on week-ends and during sports I
usually wear my trusty Casio G-Shock: it's wonderfully accurate and
functional, multiple alarms, has dual time zones, stop watch, count down timers,
and has travelled with me to hundreds of rigs and more than 50
countries over 15 years. My next watch will be coupled to a heart
monitor, accelerometers on running shoes and bicycle pedals, inductor
sensor on the bicycle chain, with a workout computer to optimize
my cardio exercise and fat burning activity however I choose to enjoy myself! -
Mike
What? No phone, no camera and
no wireless MP3 transmission to your noise cancelling earbuds? - the Ed
Due to unforeseen circumstances beyond the Editor's
control (i.e. a leaking toilet) the Sunday Special has been cancelled.
Until Monday,
Paul W.
12/01/07 (#0134) What is a watch?
It's Christmas gift
buying frenzy time, and, judging from the ads in the glossies, what quite a
few (mostly affluent) people are going to find under the Chrtistmas tree is
a watch. The question for today is: what is a watch?
If your answer was "a small instrument
worn on the wrist that keeps and shows time" - you get a C minus.
Most watches do show time, some better than others, but, with few
exceptions, that is hardly their primary function. Here are some categories of
things that watches belong to:
a) decorative jewellery
b) mechanical marvels
c) wealth-flaunting bling
d) personality,
profession and/or status indicators
e) multi-function
chronometers/tachometers
f) miniature works of art and craftsmanship
g) precious objects and/or
collector's items
h) portable,
negotiable investments and family heirlooms
i) time and date indicators
For the great majority of watches, even
those of the mechanical marvel variety, the time keeping function is very
much a secondary one. The faces are often chock full of "complications",
multiple dials, retrograde movements indicating God knows what, or they are open
"skeletons" exposing the inside works, so that at first glance there is no way
to tell what time it is. You have to study the face close up, in good light, to
find the hands which point to the hour and the minute. Some decorative
jewellery type of watches are stylized right out of the readability range. The
"Movado" watch with its blank dial except for a dot at twelve oclock is
supremely readable compared to some wilder distortions of the dial shape, the
numerals and the hands. Sometimes the decorative elements, such as the
glitter of pavé diamonds, makes hands and numerals essentially invisible.
In many elegant fashion watches the time indicating function is deliberately supressed to advertise the
fact that the wearer has no need to be concerned about such
trifles as the exact time. Style is what
matters.
There are a few
varieties of watches whose design stresses functionality,
though not always for reasons of functionality. The apparent funtionality
may be merely a decorative element or fake professionalism to impress the
uninitiated. Some "sports" watches like "diver's" watches, "aviator's"
watches, chronometers, etc. do come with big, bold, easily readable
dials. Then there are "nurse's" watches, with their no-nonsense plain
dials. And then there is my Timex: all stainless steel, water, shock and
dustproof, scratch-resistant crystal, battery operated (five year lifetime),
highly accurate and reliable, easily readable at a glance in any light situation
including total darkness (Indiglow), and with day and date. In other words,
everything that a wrist worn time-indicating instrument needs to be. And it's
elegant, too. $35 at Walmart.
Until tomorrow (we're having another Sunday Special this
week),
Paul
W.